Goodness, I started this blog in August and have not wrote since. Life is crazy, fun, wild and everyday has new little battles.We have been so busy the last four months, I have not even been able to keep up with myself.

LETS GET UP TO DATE:
For those of you who don't know, Liam was born September 8th. He has brought more joy to Edward and I, then humanly possible. He is currently 4 1/2 months and the cutest thing I have ever seen.

October went by, and not only did Edward get a year older, but we celebrated one year of living together. It's such a great feeling to know that we are able to grow together.

November went by so fast, Liam and I spent thanksgiving with my father. The only other thing we did was book the venue for our wedding.

Liams first Christmas was spent in washington with The Lundgren Grandparents. It was the best christmas I have ever had. I feel so much love for the Lundgrens and am really excited to take the name.
Now we are In January, and We have just started to move stuff into our brand new apartment on southwest waterfront. The apartment has huge windows and more space. I am currently not working and wont be for awhile. Edward is an amazing provider and has given me the opportunity to be a stay at home mom.

We are still currently planning to get married October 2013. We have booked the venue, talked to caterers and purchased the dress & other things. Sometimes when I think about it, I get a little pinch in my stomach. Edward knows I love him dearly, I just get nervous about weddings because most couples end up getting divorced. I know I have to just breathe and put trust/faith into it & him but sometimes the "what ifs" pop into my head. My brain is always battling itself. I know, In my heart, We will be able to stay together and love each other for the rest of our lives. I just need to stay positive.

Speaking of Positive, My path to a new life has been going great for me. Who would have thought? I guess it makes since though. I have surrounded myself with so much love, laughter and good food. I feel so much better about myself. I feel alive. Liam & Edward bring me so much joy.

I have to get the family up and ready to go to Ikea soon, WE WILL FINALLY HAVE A DINNING ROOM TABLE! <3 I am beyond excited for my life and the day, Bring it world. :)